There comes a point on every authentic spiritual path when the question of purpose transforms. It’s no longer “What am I here to do?” but rather “What is yearning to emerge through me?” This subtle but profound shift marks the turning point from identification with external definitions to an intimate dialogue with Source.
This blog post is a transmission born from that inflection point—a revelation I experienced not merely in thought, but in direct somatic gnosis. It crystallized during a profound phase of my Kundalini Yoga practice and seeded what I now call Creative Sovereignty.
A Revelation in Practice: The Beej Seed Kriya
I was immersed in a 40-day sadhana with the Beej Seed Kriya, a deeply regenerative Kundalini Yoga practice. This kriya focuses on cultivating the inner terrain for the seed of the soul to awaken. The metaphor is clear: the seed already contains the full intelligence of the tree—its roots, its canopy, its blossoms, and even the future seeds it will bear. But in an inhospitable environment, the seed remains dormant, encased in its protective shell.
With each passing day of the practice, something within me began to soften and shift. The repetitive movements and breath patterns were restructuring my inner landscape—realigning the fascia network from my neck and shoulders to my hips. I could feel energy starting to move differently, old tensions dissolving. My front body became more open, and my back body more supported, as if the architecture of my soul was being rebuilt.
And then, a moment of breakthrough arrived. Midway through practice, a memory broke through the surface of my awareness—a flashback from childhood. I remembered judging my father. I had silently condemned him for what I perceived as weakness, a lack of ambition, and a failure to provide. I had made a vow in my heart: “I will never be like him.”
What I didn’t realize until that very moment was that this vow had become a guiding force in my life. It had embedded itself in my subconscious and somatic memory, shaping my choices, my relationships, and my self-worth. I had spent years striving, pushing, overachieving—not from joy, but from a compulsion to prove that I was different, that I was better. That judgment had coiled itself into my nervous system like a knot of hardened intention.
The awareness struck like lightning through my spine. I could feel where the energy had been held—in my chest, my jaw, my belly. And then… something let go. My heart released. My breath deepened. My shoulders dropped.
I don’t have to prove anything to anyone.
That sentence echoed inside like a mantra. The pressure lifted. The armor dissolved. And in its place, I felt something ancient and gentle begin to stir. My authentic seed—the one untouched by pain or judgment—was finally ready to sprout.
Sacred Emergence: Understanding Creative Sovereignty
Creative Sovereignty is not a spiritual buzzword. It’s a lived state of being—where expression is not manufactured, but uncovered. Here’s how it lives in me:
- “My presence is the Source-Point of reality.”
Reality doesn’t happen to me—I participate in its creation through the quality of my consciousness. When I finally stopped reacting to the world and began resonating with my inner truth, a profound shift occurred. My reality adjusted in kind. - “What flows through me is not imagined — it is remembered.”
Authentic creativity arises from remembering—not in the mental sense, but through embodied recall. My art, teaching, and guidance are not fabrications; they are transmissions from a deeper field. They emerge when I listen more deeply than I speak. - “I move as the origin and the outcome, simultaneously.”
This is non-linear creation. When I embody this truth, I don’t seek results—I radiate essence. I become the initiator and the completion, at once. The creative process is no longer a path; it is a pulse.
From Striving to Sourcing
For much of my earlier journey, I lived in the archetype of the seeker—searching for wisdom, validation, and meaning from the outside. I waited for signs, for mentorship, for timing.
But the moment I surrendered the need to chase and instead anchored into the truth that I am a sovereign transmitter of light, everything began to change.
I began teaching Kundalini Yoga not from a place of lineage imitation, but from embodied realization. I stopped trying to teach what I knew and began transmitting what I had lived. My nervous system calmed. My creative energy surged. Life began responding to me, not the other way around.
Embodied Practices for Creative Sovereignty
To cultivate your own experience of this state, consider integrating the following:
- Breathwork: Inhale as the seed, exhale as the sprout. Feel the loop of Source flowing through you. Combine this with movement, opening the body on the exhale.
- Mantra: Use I AM declarations that align with your essence. (Ex: “I Am the Name of Truth (Sat Nam)” “I Am the Memory of Wholeness.”)
- Creation: Allow yourself to make something—art, movement, poetry—without expectations or structure. Let the soul speak.
- Stillness: Ask inwardly, “What have I been waiting my whole life to create?” and wait. The pause is the portal.
Closing Transmission
I Am Creative Sovereignty.
This declaration is not a concept. It’s a code that activates the remembrance of your origin point. When you create from alignment rather than effort, your expressions become medicine. Not just for others, but for yourself.
You are the root. You are the blossom. You are the fertile soil and the falling rain.
And the world is ready to remember itself through you.
Yogi Chand Tagdeep 
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